الموووووت

الموت كلمة بجد فظيعة ساعات بتختلف معناها من شخص للتانى بس المعنى الارجح الاقرب للجميع هو موت حد عزيز او حد نعرفة؟

تخيل لما اصحى من نوم فرحانة اوى وبعد صلاة الفجر وشرب العصير بتاعى بعد الفطار الى بحبة وييجى خبر وفاة طفل اعرفة فى العاشرة من عمرة مش عارفة اضحك ولا ابكى هيستريا ضحك مع دموع غريبة

عشر سنين فى الدنيا هههههه رغم فى ناس بتعيش لسبعين ووووو ونعم بالله الاعمار بايدى الله

مش عارفة كل الى حساة دلوقتى تخيلت نفسى وانا داخلة القبر ومش عارفة هموت امتى لان الموت مش لية سن

مش ينفع اقول اموت بدرى او وانا كبيرة مش ينفع

احمد كان طفل جميل اوى بجد ربنا يرحمة ويرحم الجميع انا مش عارفة اقول اية بالظبط

ان لله وانا الية راجعون

يااااااااااااااارب ياااااااااااااااااااااارب ياااااااااااارب بجد الدنيا مش تستاهل بجد الحقيقة الوحيدة

هى فترة قصيرة فى الدنيا وبعدها الموت

اية معنى الحب بالنسبة لمشيرة؟

مرة حسيت ان الحب دة حاجة سهلة اوى بمعنى احب حد قريب من فتى احلامى وهو كمان يحبنى والموضوع خلص . بس الموضوع مش كدة. مرة سالت نفسى هو انا عايزة اية فى الى بحبة الطيبة ؟ الحنان؟ الرجولة ؟ التدين؟

بس حسيت انى عايزة اجاوب بلسانى لنفسى والاجابة هى ؟

مشيرة الحب فى الاول والاخر قدر بمعنى ممكن نحط مواصفات 1 2 3 للى بنحبة ويشاء القدر ان يلعب لعبة الحب المعتادة ان نقابل شخص ممكن يكون فية صفة عمرى مااتخيل انى هلاقيها فى الى بحبة

نفسى الاقى فى الى بحبة انة يفهمنى صح ويعرف من نظرة عنيا انا عايزة اية ويخاف عليا حتى من نفسة وكمان يخاف عليا من مشيرة

ساعات كتير بحس انى انا حد غامض مش من السهل حد يفهمنى

بحب التضحية جداااااااااا والقوة فى الحب بمعنى ممكن الواحد يتحمل اى حاجة بس الى بيحبة يبقى سعيد حتى لو مع غيرة

بحب ان كل انسان يثق مليون المية ان ربنا بيختار لينا الخير

مش بحب الضعف فى الحب او بمعنى اوضح الحب الى يتعب ويعذب ويدمر بحب الى يحب يخاف على بيحبة حتى من عذاب الحب

مش بحب ان واحد يفرح بعذاب حبيبة سواء من غيرة او غيرة بحس ان دة لعب افلام عبيط لية بدل كدة مش يطمن حبيبة ويحسسة بالتقة والامان

مش بحب الانانية فى الحب انى لازم اتاكد انها تستاهلنى ولالا

مش بحب ان الحب ينسى حبنا لربنا بمعنى الحب الى يقرب لربنا ويخلينا نتغير للاحسن هو دة الحب الصح

مش عارفة انا كتبت المقالة دة لية ولا ازاى بجد دة الى جوايا وحساة دلوقتى

مشيرة كامل

حكاية عم على ومشمشة

فى يوم راحت بنوتة اسمها مشمشة تشترى لقمة القاضى عشان نفسها فيها اوى . ومشمشة راحت تجيب لقمة القاضى مش حطت فى دناغها غير حاجة واحدة انا نفسى فيها اوى عايزة اكلها على السحور مع الزبادى جهينة الى بحبة اوى ورغم فرحة مشمشة كانت مختلطة بقليل من الغضب لانها زعلت منها حد بتعزة اوى بس لقت راجل عجوز اسمة عم على تحدثت معة بحوار لم اكن اتوقع اننى بعد ان انهى كلامى مع عم على هحس بحاجة غريبة اوى

الدنيا بجد مسرح واحنا بنمثل دورنا على حسب دور شخصية بس مين المخرج؟

عايزة احكى حوار عم على معايا ممكن؟

كل ماافتكر بحس عايزة اعيط اوى اوى بجد حسيت الراجل دة اوى وحسة انة طيب اوى

عم على: ازيك يامشمشة ازيك ؟

مشمشة: تمام ياعم على ازيك انت ياراجل ياطيب

عم على : تمام يامشمشة بس انتى شكلك زعلانة اوى مالك مش عادتك يعنى فين بت شقية الى بموت فى ضحكتها

مشمشة: نفسى مافيش حد يزعل منى ياعم على انا بحب ناس اوى نفسى ناس كلها تدخل جنة اوى وتبقى كلهم فى احسن حال دنيا قصيرة اوى ياعم على انا شوفت بعينى ناس بتموت فى ثانية ومش بترجع لية لو بايدنا نعمل حاجة لناس كويسة بس مش عارفة الطريق لية مش نحسسها بحبنا ليها ومن خلال الحب دة يمكن تعرف الطريق

عم على : يااااااااااااااااااااة يامشمشة حطيتى ايدك على الالم وضغطى بصى ياعيون عم على الراجل الى قدامك دة الى هو انا اتجوزت وخلفت عارفة يامشمشة عمرى ماحسيت بالامان حاسس انى بديهم ومش باخد مش اخدت اهم حاجة عارفة اية هى يامشمشة ان حد يفهمك مراتى وعيالى مش فهمونى يامشمشة

(مشمشةتبكى): عم على : مشمشة حبيبتى بتعيطى وحياة عم على لا انا غلطان انى اتكلمت معاكى

مشمشة : لا وحياتك عم على مش هعيط خلاص اسفة كمل انا معاك

عم على: مشمشة الى عايز اوصلهولك حبيبتى ان دنيا مسرح كبير اوى يامشمشة ناس بتاكل فيها فى بعض وصدقينى كل واحد عايز يمثل دورة على حسب دورة بس فى نهاية مسرحية بتتقفل ستارة مسرح بالظبط زى الكفن يامشمشة وحياة عم على ماعايز اشوف دموعك تانى انا بحبك اوى يابت ياشقية

مشمشة : انا كمان بحبك اوى ياعم على عايزة توعدنى ان انا بنتك بجد وبليز مش تزعل تانى وانا جنبك عشان مشمشة بتحبك اوى

مشمشة وعم على حكاية الفتها عشان اطلع بيها الى جوايا مش عارفة ماساوية ولا اية بالظبط بس دة انا حسيتة اوى بجد

Drugs dealer

COcaine &Heroine

ALOT of people talked about that important and serious topic. i wanna be different not because i hope to be special no , but i wanna express my feelings towards this topic according to my personal point of view.TO discuss this topic, i want to use a new way for showing the fatal and risky cosequences of drugs

i will imagine myself as if i am a wife of a big drugs dealer

hahahaha when i imagine that i laugh at myself as i will be Mrs drugs dealer. Anyway,i will imagine my life with this bad guy .let me try this. Allah help me hahahaha

first of all, my respectable husband will spend alot of his life for getting alot of money from dealing drugs forgetting ALLAH and his real job as killer of innocent people. when i wanna ask him to stop killing those innocent people, he always tells me"honey,those people deserve this, it isn't my business. my business is to gain money alot of money, money money honey:.this is my fucking husband.ALLAH HELP ME

ONE DAY,i became a pregnant, i would get a baby soon.i told my my dear husband that i would have ababy soon . He was like a crazy man. he was very very very happy as he will get a child who will be his eye and his future support for his dirty business. i begged my husband not to let my son get into this dirty business,but he refused that.i cried and cried for my son

ANYway,i brought up my son in a very good way ,till he became 16 years old suddenly.His dad, my dear husband, began to make my son his partner for dealing drugs

ONE day. i found that my dear son became as a drug addict.it was a big shock . now, i hope to die .Day after day, i began to lose my son. Every moment , i blame my dear husband, i mean my fucking husband for killing my son , i hoped to kill him now. i told him that what happened to my son was a revenge for killing innocent people.He didn't care for that . what a cruel and fucking man. i felt that time i hated myself as i was the main reason for killing my son. it was my big mistake to marry this bad man .god god god help me . send your mercy upon me and my son

ان فى القصاص حياة ياأولى الالباب

طباخ السم بيتذوقة

the man preparing the poison must taste it

سلسبيل بنتى

SALSABIL my daughter

when you had a dream one night, you tried very hard to explain or understant what this dream meant for you and for your future. For me, i don't care about that , but i wanna be honest. one day, i had adream of my dad.i was walking in dark place looking around me. i remembered i was very scared, i didn't know why? maybe because of darkness maybe.suddenly i saw my dad. i was very very very happy to see my dad. i felt very very safe at this moment . all what i decided was to run towards my beloved dad to hug him as i used to feel safe when i hug kamel

Beside my dad, there was a very beautiful girl smiling . i didn't care about her at that time. all what i cared about was dad and his hug.DAD asked me to look to this smiling cool girl. i asked dad who this girl was, of course i was jealous of her. Dad said this was salsabil honey your daughter. i said"what" i couldn't believe that. how this could happen, i told dad i had no daughters. he told me i had

when i woke up,i tried to feel something strange, maybe dad wanted to tell me that i must put heaven, epecially spring of water in heaven called salsabil, into my consideration. i must care for my deeds in my life to get this dream which is getting into heaven drinking from sasabil maybe

any way i must mention something very important, that girl was adorable , amazing and very cute. i loved her as my dad did.

if i get married one day, i swear, God willing, i will give my first daughter the name of salsabil

how can i express my love for you salsabil

when you smile honey,i saw your real beauty

come here for your mom honey to kiss her

i saw you playing with other children smiling

smiling not fot having fun , but for mom

u know that mom loves you honey

salsabi,l don't forget to pray for me and for your grand pa

i love you honey ,mom loves you

i ask Allah to bless you and bless all children

god protect you

you are the soul of your mom

i love love love you my baby

no god but allah

wait for me in paradise god willing honey

elzamalek offline

about mails,when we sign in

, our mails will be online

.TO do the reverse, our mails will be offline , when we sign out.To be honest, we are often online more than offline

for elzamalek club,it is always offline.we must find that elzamalek ,of course ,is the losing team. it must lose the match even against the bad teams,i don't know why

moshira is a fan of this losing team elzamalek. really to lose most matches makes me sicK and upset really

i wanna know why my favourite team elzamalek always loses these matches. i wanna see it online . i mean please i want this club to be back to winning the matches again. alzamalek club makes us forget the taste and happiness of winning the final matches. i will cry hahahahaha to talk about the reasons of losing matches by elzamalek team, i think alot of reasons can be mentioned like maybe the performance of players,financial problem, coach or bad planning for the match. i think there are alot of other reasons really for Allah's sake i call all people who work in this big club " do something for us for all fans of this club, as u made us disappointed really we are

ان الله لايغير مابقوم حتى يغيرو مابانفسهم

الرحمة حلوة

the mask

when i wanna talk about the mask , i don't mean something we use to cover our faces.i don't mean the mask we use when we play with children or play with each other. no, i mean the mask which people use to cover not their faces ,but the reality of their characters.

to clear that,we often find people who appear as respectable ones, but in fact they are not.on contrary, we can find the opposite non _respectable people who are indeed respectable ones. how do they hide their real characters? and for what?any way i will explain that.let me do?

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alot of people nowadays care only about the others' opinion .they act in our life according what people will say about that forgetting ALLAH 'S OPINION.any way,we can find people who have alot of defects and people call them as angels. as well, we can find the reverse. when i am writing now , i am crying really i am. you know why ? i don't imagine those people when they die and meet allah what can they tell him about that?how can they tell god that they did that to be called respectable ones regardless of allah 's opinion about these deeds .

i can never complete this really i can't . moshira feels upset now sorry really sorry

moshira kamel sa3d eldin