سلسبيل بنتى

SALSABIL my daughter

when you had a dream one night, you tried very hard to explain or understant what this dream meant for you and for your future. For me, i don't care about that , but i wanna be honest. one day, i had adream of my dad.i was walking in dark place looking around me. i remembered i was very scared, i didn't know why? maybe because of darkness maybe.suddenly i saw my dad. i was very very very happy to see my dad. i felt very very safe at this moment . all what i decided was to run towards my beloved dad to hug him as i used to feel safe when i hug kamel

Beside my dad, there was a very beautiful girl smiling . i didn't care about her at that time. all what i cared about was dad and his hug.DAD asked me to look to this smiling cool girl. i asked dad who this girl was, of course i was jealous of her. Dad said this was salsabil honey your daughter. i said"what" i couldn't believe that. how this could happen, i told dad i had no daughters. he told me i had

when i woke up,i tried to feel something strange, maybe dad wanted to tell me that i must put heaven, epecially spring of water in heaven called salsabil, into my consideration. i must care for my deeds in my life to get this dream which is getting into heaven drinking from sasabil maybe

any way i must mention something very important, that girl was adorable , amazing and very cute. i loved her as my dad did.

if i get married one day, i swear, God willing, i will give my first daughter the name of salsabil

how can i express my love for you salsabil

when you smile honey,i saw your real beauty

come here for your mom honey to kiss her

i saw you playing with other children smiling

smiling not fot having fun , but for mom

u know that mom loves you honey

salsabi,l don't forget to pray for me and for your grand pa

i love you honey ,mom loves you

i ask Allah to bless you and bless all children

god protect you

you are the soul of your mom

i love love love you my baby

no god but allah

wait for me in paradise god willing honey

elzamalek offline

about mails,when we sign in

, our mails will be online

.TO do the reverse, our mails will be offline , when we sign out.To be honest, we are often online more than offline

for elzamalek club,it is always offline.we must find that elzamalek ,of course ,is the losing team. it must lose the match even against the bad teams,i don't know why

moshira is a fan of this losing team elzamalek. really to lose most matches makes me sicK and upset really

i wanna know why my favourite team elzamalek always loses these matches. i wanna see it online . i mean please i want this club to be back to winning the matches again. alzamalek club makes us forget the taste and happiness of winning the final matches. i will cry hahahahaha to talk about the reasons of losing matches by elzamalek team, i think alot of reasons can be mentioned like maybe the performance of players,financial problem, coach or bad planning for the match. i think there are alot of other reasons really for Allah's sake i call all people who work in this big club " do something for us for all fans of this club, as u made us disappointed really we are

ان الله لايغير مابقوم حتى يغيرو مابانفسهم

الرحمة حلوة

the mask

when i wanna talk about the mask , i don't mean something we use to cover our faces.i don't mean the mask we use when we play with children or play with each other. no, i mean the mask which people use to cover not their faces ,but the reality of their characters.

to clear that,we often find people who appear as respectable ones, but in fact they are not.on contrary, we can find the opposite non _respectable people who are indeed respectable ones. how do they hide their real characters? and for what?any way i will explain that.let me do?

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alot of people nowadays care only about the others' opinion .they act in our life according what people will say about that forgetting ALLAH 'S OPINION.any way,we can find people who have alot of defects and people call them as angels. as well, we can find the reverse. when i am writing now , i am crying really i am. you know why ? i don't imagine those people when they die and meet allah what can they tell him about that?how can they tell god that they did that to be called respectable ones regardless of allah 's opinion about these deeds .

i can never complete this really i can't . moshira feels upset now sorry really sorry

moshira kamel sa3d eldin

شعر قلبى

كيف اعرف الطريق

كيف اتيت وكيف اكون ماذا بداخلى وعما اجول

ارى فى مقلتى دموع تنهار كانها انهار

كيف حالى الان وانا ابكى ابحث عن الامان

الاسم مشيرة والمهنة انسان ولكن ماذا؟

ماذا بعد الانسان هل وجدت الامان

ام جزء من الضيع ليتنى كنت فى البرارى

كنت عرفت الزمان ووجدت المكان

قلبى يتمزق من الاحزان ولماذا لا ارى الشعاع

لاالقول سوى هذا حالى يازماااااااااااااااااااااان

i wrote that to express my feelings now really i wanna find myself moshira kamel

خطاب لابى

الى ابى العزيز:

ابى انى احبك كثيرا اقسم بالله العلى العظيم انى احبك ولكن ابى انى اريد ان اعيش اعيش اعيش ياابى لقد عشت على ذكريات عودتك مرة اخرى اريد ان احيا احيا للحياة ياابى انى استحق ذلك ليس لاننى اريد الحياة فقط ولكنى استحق ذلك ياابى كثيرا اتمنيت الموت لكى اعيش معك ولماذ لم افكر ان اضعك امام عينى واعيش الحياة بعقل ان هذا قد اختارة الله لى ولك وسوف التقى بك حينما نجتمع يوم العرض على الجبار سوف اتغير يااابى للاحسن سوف اعيش ياابى سوف ابقى طفلة بداخلى ولكنى اريد ان ارى مشيرة الانسة الناضجة عارف ياابى اريد ان اقول لك شيئا هامة

سوف اكون انسة قوية جدا وطيبة جدا فى نفس الوقت مثل ابى ههههههه صح ؟ بحبك جدا جدا جدا بس عايزة احب مشيرة وعايزة احب الحياة ياابى هذ حقى عندما اتذكرك سوف اقرء لك القران كثيرا انت وامى اريد ان اعتمد على ذاتى سوف ترى ياابى ابنة كامل سعد الدين الانسة التى تواجة الظروف بقلب من حديد كابيها احبك يابابا ياابى يابويا ياكلمل جدا نفسى تكون حاسس بيا دلوقتى هتغير يابابا للاحسن ودة وعد رجالة هههههههههه

ابنتك مشيرة كامل سعد الدين

moshira

i am moshira kamel

i wanna confess something .the only person who knows my character is me . i really love u my baby . moshira i love u when u r baby , when u r adult , all times honey . really i wanna hug u kind girl really . i love u when u r running , when u r playing and when u r crying . plz don't cry again moshira i love uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu soooooooooooooooooooo much give me kiss now hahahahhaha

moshira kamel